Life

So, I should be in bed instead of sitting here writing this because I have to get up mad early to go with my mom and my sister to the hospital tomorrow. My mom has to have outpatient surgery tomorrow morning. She is getting a fischler(?) put in her arm so that she can start her dialyses treatments soon. This is the second time around with this surgery because it didn't work the first time. I'm really hoping that it works this time so that she doesn't have to keep going through this surgery and so that she can get started on dialysis. I know it's definitely going to be a looooong day tomorrow.

Also, I have a job interview in Philadelphia next Monday. I'm excited that I have an interview but I'm not going to get my hopes up too high. They haven't seen a resume yet. Basically I talked to somebody in the office about the job and told them about myself, my education, and my background and they suggested that I come in for an interview. I'm hoping something definitely comes out of this seeing as how I have to pay for bus fare to get there and back.

The other issue is that my friend and I discussed moving to Philly and she seemed really stoked about the idea and seemed to be serious about the idea and now it looks like it isn't going to happen on her end. It was comforting to think that I would have somebody I knew in a city where I knew no one but either way I'll survive. I mean I guess I'll make friends the way everyone else does when they move to a new place... but I'm kind of anxious about the idea of being all on my own. I'm really shy and I have a hard time getting to know new people because of how shy I am. I guess I don't need to worry about it too much seeing as how I don't even have a job yet...